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I'm basically a dude who hates being confused, but can't stop
questioning everything around me. It's in my nature to believe nothing
I see and nothing I hear. Evidence is just a fancy way of saying
"believe me now"; just another, physical way to try and convince you to
believe something you initially didn't. It's hard to find any reason to
believe anything. My mind will just refuse to register it. I'm sure
it's not a very out-of-the-ordinary way of thinking, but almost maybe
an instinctual outlook into the world of information. I guess just I
believe what I want to believe, what I feel like believing. Not that
the truth really matters in most cases... it's a lot better to accept
things as they are most of the time. I'm not really sure how much sense
I'm making right now either haha.
Damn I need to get stuff down more.. clear up my mind more. My brain feels SO good sometimes, but it needs to unload too. Ok seeya.
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| Earlier I went on Wifi with John to see if the internet connection on
my DS was working after I made some adjustments to my Port Forwarding
settings. To test it, we decided to have a battle. We had the most epic
Pokémon battle, which made fixing the connection on my DS much sicker
than it would have been. Basically it came down to one last move where
his Garchomp was on Perish Count 1 and my Slowking was asleep.. man if
I'd have Perish songed earlier instead of sending out Lucario... or
PJ.exe... whoever I sent out. Anyways it was sick.
And that's what I've been up to besides sports and school XP. I'll update more another time maybe. Seeya!
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| Not much up lately. Just MAD videogames, son. I had
like.. all last week off from school. 'Cept Friday. But yeah.. it was
excellent. Stayed home Monday and Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday had a
snow day. Friday.. nothin much really in school. And now I have a week
off. w00tz.
1. Initials?
JMM
2. What is your favorite thing to wear?
nothing being NAKED.. definitely not pants or underpants. NO. bracelet is ok i guess.
3. Last thing you ate?
-stomach growls- i don't even remember. I think White Castle at like 3 in the afternoon yesterday.
4. For or against same sex marriage?
lemmie just say, i dont CARE
6. Last person you hugged?
i dont remember.. mommy?
7. Do you believe in God?
sometimes?
8. How many U.S. states have you been to?
that's a tough one
9. How many of the U.S. states have you lived in?
one
10. Do you have a crush?
nah, son
11. Name something you like physically about yourself?
umm... my.. strongness?
13. Who is your best friend?
E man
14. Why are you still up?
Gotta go to a college in a bit
15. Who made you angry today?
PJ that asshole
16. Favorite type of food?
seafoodz
17. Favorite holidays?
ummmmmm...
18. Do you download music?
yes, yes i do.
21. Would you date the person who posted this?
no homo
22. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally?
personally.. i guess? on the phone?
23. Do you love anyone?
i love everyone. no homo.
24. Do you like Bush?
the band? i dont listen to them. or the
president? he's funny. i guess i can't say i like him tho. well i
could. but i'd be lying.
25. Have you ever bungee jumped?
no
26. Have you ever gone white-water rafting?
no
27. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you?
maybe?
28. Ever been to a wedding?
yes
29. Have you met a real redneck?
i AM a real redneck
30. How is the weather right now?
18 degrees-ish, freezing
31. What are you listening to right now?
my mom on the phone
33. What was the last movie you watched?
Office Space
---Time to leave; I'll get back to this.---
Went to College of Westchester, took like a placement exam or
something.. some kinda test. I think they were determining whether or
not I was eligible for scholarships. Basically hadda write an essay,
take a test with an English part, reading comprehension, and math.
Wasn't too bad. Got 190/200 on it, and my admissions councellor said
that's the highest she's ever seen besides one person a month before
that got 191/200. It was pretty easy though.. Maybe people got lazy
with it cuz they figure they're not being graded or somethin. O well
whatever though. Apparently my GPA is 78, which is pretty low, but
because I did so well on that test, I'm eligible for scholarships. {Sweets}. That's good cuz I could DEFINITELY use the financial aid. Wonder if I would've been eligible if I didn't score SO well..
---Ok, back to survey.---
34. Do you wear contacts?
nope.. going to eye doctor soon though and hopefully that will change
35. Where was the last place you went besides your house?
college of westchester
36. What are you afraid of?
there's probably something, I can't think of anything now tho
37. How many piercing's and tattoos do you have?
zero.. I'm thinkin of gettin some piercings after I turn 18 though
38. How many pets do you have?
PJ the dog
39. What's one thing you've learned?
ONE thing that I've learned... that's tough
42. Have you ever fired a gun?
umm?
43. Are you missing someone?
maybe?
44. Favorite TV show?
Robot Chicken
45. Do you have an iPod?
nah son
46. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celeb?
yeah people used to say that Jew from Lizzy Macguire
48. Who would you like to see right now?
yo mama
49. Favorite movie of all time?
I donno
50. Do you find yourself loved?
umm?
51. Have you ever been caught doing something you weren't supposed to do?
All the time, but I usually don't put much effort into trying to hide it.
52. Favorite flower?
Rafflesia is interesting.
53. Butter, plain, or salted popcorn?
whatev
54. What magazines are you reading?
Game Informer. Good stuff.
55. Have you ever ridden in a limo?
yeah a few times
56. Has anyone you were really close to passed away recently?
recently.. nah
58. What's something that really bugs you?
people who sit on a throne of lies
59. Wheres 59?
^right thurr^
60. Do you like Michael Jackson?
like him? i guess not
62. Favorite basketball team?
don't really have one.
63. Favorite cereal?
honey bunches of oats
64. Do you drive?
nah, son
65. What's the longest time you've gone without sleep?
i donno
66. Last time you went bowling?
i think a little before school started.. Wii bowling, maybe a month ago or a little less.
67. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
THAT's a tough one
68. Who was your last phone call?
my mother
Best
1. Male friend: E man
2. Female friend: Vanessa
3. Vacation: Las Vegas
1. Time of day: Evening, Early morning, Middle of night
2. Day of the Week: Friday
3. Food: seafoodz
4. Memory: don't have a best, anything that makes me laugh/smile i guess
Last
1. Person you saw: my father.. or curly from the three stooges cuz i saw him on TV
2. Talked to on the phone: mother
3. Text: mother or father
4. IMed: jessica
5. Message over myspace: don't recall..
Today
1. What are you doing now: eating
2. What are you wearing right now?: clothes.. shirt, jeans, bracelets, wristband, sneakers, socks, underwear
3. Better than yesterday? not really? they were both fine, but today has a lot to go
Tomorrow
1. Is?: Tuesday
2. Got any plans: Yeah gotta go to the freakin library and get an essay from my teacher
3. Dislikes about tomorrow: That it's school-related.. well that's just
in the morning, so no biggie. Besides that could be a swell day.
Favorite
1. Number: 3, 8, 13
2. Song: I donno
3. Color: Dark Green
4. Season: Spring
Currently
1. Missing someone: umm?
2. Mood: content
3. Wanting: play videogames
True or False:
I am a guy: tru dat
I am a morning person: true?
I am an only child: false
I am currently in pajamas: false
I am currently suffering from a broken heart: nah false
I am addicted to myspace: false
I am online 24/7: false
I am very shy around the opposite gender: false
When I get mad, I curse frequently: sometimes true
I enjoy country music: some, true
I enjoy smoothies: um? donno
I enjoy talking on the phone: sometimes
I have a crush: falso
I have a hard time paying attention at school: very true
I have a hidden talent: i guess that's true, not that it really matters, i donno
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal: um maybe? i donno
I have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" girl/guy: false
I have all my grandparents: false
I have at least one brother and/or sister: true
I have been told that I have a sense of humor: a good sense of humor yeah, true
I have had broken a bone: tru dat
I have changed a diaper: nah false
I have changed a lot over the past year: i don't think i've changed THAT much..
I have done something illegal: ah true.. wait why am i telling you
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color: false
I have had major/minor surgery: true true
I have had my hair cut within the last 2 months: falseness
I have had the cops called on me: trueness
The Most Personal Quiz Ever.
1. Who were you with last night?
yo mama.. actually i was on FFXI, levelling up in the jungle with a party and two powerlevellers. it was awesome.
2. What woke you up this morning?
my freakin dog as usual
3. Where are you?
on my computer >_>
4. Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
yes, it will.
5. Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
i don't think so, no
6. When's the last time you cried?
i teared a lot when i got
out of college of westchester, but wasn't crying. i laugh to tears a
lot. last time i emotionally cried, i don't really remember. sometime
in middle school, 6th grade i think.
-The PAST-
7. Ever thrown up in public?
YES, many times
8. What's on your mind RIGHT NOW?
GAMES
9. Would you take a bullet for anyone?
yeah i would
10. Where would you like to live?
here is fine
11. What kind of home would you like?
good for gaming
12. What do you want to be when you grow up?
developer or somethin
13. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
still schoolin'
- IN GENERAL -
14. Do you like candy necklaces?:
not rly
15. When was the last time you fell over or ran into something?
probably not too long ago, though i don't recall
16. Do you listen to music every day?
i guess, it's kinda hard not to hear music
17. Do you still go trick or treating?
i haven't in a while, not that i wouldn't
18. What was the last thing you ate?
veal
19. Are you a fast typer?
yes
20. About how many people have you liked?
what? i dont get this question
21. What are your plans for the weekend?
i dont have any as of right now
22. Whats your favorite type of soda?
dr. pepper, ginger ale if that counts
23. Have you ever won an award?
i think
24. What do you want to do right now?
game
25. Are you listening to music right now?
no
26. Are you with someone right now?
no
27. Whats a word or phrase that you love?
nigger, can't believe they're trying to ban it
28. How long until your birthday?
a month and a couple days
29. When were you the saddest in your whole life?
hell if i know
30. What time is it?
hamma time! o wait 3:30.
which is also HAMMA TIME
31. What makes you pissed off?
people who sit on a throne of lies.. we went over this
32. Ever had a song written about you?
don't think so
33. What song makes you cry?
n/a
34. What songs makes you happy?
well nothing really i guess.. though Superman by Goldfinger and Tell Me Baby by Chilli Peppers have cheerful beats
35. What do you like to listen to before you go to bed?
the wind, or if it's raining, the rain is nice.
36. Do you have a job?
no
37. What does Your CD player have in it right now?
n/a
38. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
the hell kinda question is that
39. What makes you happy?
stuff
40. What's the next CD you're gonna get?
it'll be a game, that's for sure. either for PS2 or Wii
[Height:]
5'9"
[Hair:]
blackish
[Eye Color:]
blackist
[Piercings:]
0
[Tattoos:]
Zero
[What are you wearing right now?]
CLOTHES DAMMIT
[What taste is in your mouth?]
soda
[Have a bad habit?]
yes, spitting
2006:
[ ] Sucked for me
[ ] Was awesome
[
] Was ok. It was awesome sometimes, then sucked sometimes.
[x] idk
2006 I...
[ ] Dumped someone
[ ] Was dumped
[ ] Dyed my hair
[ ] Failed a class
[ ] Had love at first sight
[x] Stayed up all night
[ ] Cried because I missed someone
[ ] Missed curfew
[ ] Kissed someone who I regret kissing
[ ] Made honor roll
[ ] Danced crazily with my friends all night
[x] Gained confidence
[ ] Lost a friend(s)
[x] Gained new friends
[eh?] Changed looks
2007 I want to...
[x] Get better grades
[ ] Care less about how I look
[ ] Care more about how I look
[x] Be crazier
[x] Keep my resolution
[x] Be more of myself around people
[x] Graduate | | |
| I've been cleaning my room for the past few weeks. It's been a very interesting experience. I'll get back to that in a bit.
I was in the hospital a few weeks ago. I had to go to the ER at like 3
in the morning because of this pain in my chest/upper stomach. Doctor's
thought it was an ulcer or inflammation of the lining. I think it was
basically the acid bothering my stomach though because I've probably
broken it down really badly with a lot of caffeine. They had to hook me
up to IV and leave me overnight though. Took x-rays and stuff. I wasn't
discharged until around 2 in the afternoon. Went through two bags of IV
with medicine that they said should make me feel better, but didn't.
They had to order the last one from somewhere. Finally that one calmed
down my acids I guess. What a pain in the ass that was. So yeah I'm
trying to be a little bit more careful now.. I'm a little more aware I
guess. I never noticed, but a lot of what I like to drink is so
caffeinated. I drink a lot of green tea and soda. Then there's the
occasional Monster that isn't doing me any good. So yeah.. milk's
supposed to do me some good. Yeah..
But yeah.. besides that, been cleaning my room. I've noticed a lot
since I've started. I hardly ever spend any time in my room. I don't
even sleep there much. I don't feel comfortable in my own room. I don't
like it. Well.. I didn't anyways. It was like a strange place to me, I
hated the emotional feelings I'd get when I was in there. The memories
it'd spawn. Not that they were bad. I just didn't like them. Finally
something posesses me to want to clean it up. Going through my
drawers.. I was disgusted. I was such a secretive child. I guess I
still am secretive. But I'd just slip stuff away hoping no one would
ever find it again, except me in the future, to maybe see if I'd
remember when/why I slipped it there. Or because sentimental attachment with
little to no significance and if I threw it out it would torture me inside. Meaningless things.
On the surface, my room looks
somewhat neat. But if you looked into everything, it was disgusting. It
reminds me of a lot of people. It was hard to continue, but then again
it would have been harder to stop. Not to mention how tedious it was..
there was a LOT to clean. I have ignored this room for years and years.
It was not so much my room, as it was the room of me from the past. I
had to make it my place. I needed a place for myself. I love my living
room/dining room and that's where I'd usually spend my time. Slept on
the couch more than my own bed. Not to mention it hasn't been cleaned..
mopped, dusted, broomed, vaccuumed well.. in years. It was full of a
LOT of stuff that wasn't even mine, but stuff that belonged to other
family members of mine.
I've rid of most of what is not mine and what I do not mean, just
keeping videogame memorabilia and such. A few old notebooks and
whatever. It's so much better now.. I actually don't mind being in
there. Cleaned the floor and stuff. Donated a lot of old stuff. Made a
lot of room. It's nice.. I'm actually starting to feel a bit more
mentally stable too. Maybe it's all in my mind, I donno. But whatever.
It's cool.
That's mostly what's been up. Besides lots of videogames. And annoying
school. And upcoming Lacrosse season. Guess I'll see what the future
holds for me. And then maybe I'll write it into here when it becomes
the past, so I can read it sometime in the future present.. or I should
just say future. Seeya.
 | Currently Watching
A Scanner Darkly
By Keanu Reeves, Robert Downey Jr., Woody Harrelson, Winona Ryder, Rory Cochrane, Mitch Baker, Sean Allen (II), Cliff Haby, Steven Chester Prince, Natasha Valdez, Mark Turner, Chamblee Ferguson, Angela Rawna, Eliza Stevens, Sarah Menchaca, Melody Chase, Leif Anders, Turk Pipkin, Alex Jones (III), Lisa Marie Newmyer
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| Who do you TALK TO the most during:
1st period?
Lab: Dali and Rocco.. Vanessa too.
Gym: Mostly anyone cuz like we're usually separated into teams and stuff.. but the MOST.. Rocco and Vanessa basically.
2nd period?
Dali, Vann, and Nikic
3rd Period?
Rocco and Cuzma
4th Period?
Nobody usually. Chemazu if anyone.
5th period?
Mostly Dali and we get in trouble a lot. Vann
kinda, but she usually tries to pay attention. But I try to annoy the
hell out of her cuz I'm an asshole. Sometimes Christian but not all
that much. Worthy of note tho, I guess.
6th period?
Nobody. Alex sometimes and Lily sometimes. And whoever else wants to talk.
7th period?
Wojo, Christian, anyone else who's there. Otherwise I go to a room by myself and play my DS.
8th period:?
Dali or Christian
1. Who is your favorite teacher?
Uhh... GS Garcia I guess cuz she doesn't make us do stuff. Or O'Rielly. O RLY?!
2. What annoys you most during the 4th period?
That my teacher is a
bitch to me sometimes. Actually to a lot of people sometimes. And the
classroom is mad hot. And it's REALLY boring, but really uncomfortable
to sleep in. There's some more but I can't remember right now.
3. Which friend have you made in 3rd period this year?
I guess Cuzma if anybody?
4. Who do you sit with at lunch?
Wojo, Christian, whoever else is there.
5. Which period is most boring?
4th English.. probably more boring than Physics.
6. Are you most likely to fall asleep or not pay attention?
If not one, then the other. But.. I guess not pay attention nowadays. Not sleeping as much as before.
7. Which class do you get the most homework from?
English.
8. If you could get rid of one class, what would it be?
English haha.
9. Do you take music or an art class?
Yeah computer.. graphic design.
10. Who have you worked with on a project/lab/homework?
Alex and Lily on a presentation. Dali, Rocco, and Vanessa on labs.
11. Do you like junior High school?
Junior high school? I liked it when I was in it. 8th grade, at least. I don't like it now. Their generation sucks.
12. Who sits behind you in Period 3?
Nobody.
13. Which HAllWAY is Period 2 on?
It's downstairs where the art rooms are.
14. How many kids are in your Period 4?
Uhh.. 28 or something.
15. Do you get lots of homework in Period 4?
Werd, son. Somewhat anyways.
16. Do you go to your locker before 3rd period?
I basically go to my locker every period.
17. Can you talk in your 2nd period?
Whatevah, I do what I want.
18. Are there kids in different grades than you in your 3rd period?
YES.. o wait no. It's all seniors. No. Not even one that isn't a senior. | | |
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